Hi Folks! I'm back. Back from seclusion. I'm sorry to have caused some people to be worried. Thanks for your concerns.

I realised I've lost the purpose of blogging. I used to blog because I want to edify people. Now, blogging becomes a way of expressing my feelings. This year is an emo year. I tend to go through depressions and negativity. I still do. That's why I decided to stop blogging for a while.

I felt exactly like how I felt in March. It seemed to be that, always as the semester comes near to the end, I'll sink into depression. The only difference is, this time nobody is here by my side to support me. Thus, things had gone worst.

However, since I'm here now, means I'm ready to face the reality.

Was watching this show: He is president, my love. And this phrase caught me: "This life is mine. I have to be responsible for my own life. Whether there's love, we'll know it deep in our hearts. As long as we happy doing what we are doing, we'll be happy."

So, it doesn't matter how others think or feel, as long as I know I've loved and always will. I'll be responsible for my life and my own happiness.

Also, I realised the past few years when I have selfless love for others, I was much and way happier than now, when I tried to be selfish and only think about myself. Maybe that's why people who used to love me felt that they've loved the wrong person or I've changed. Indeed, I've changed a lot in my thoughts. I've become selfish. I'll stop being selfish and start being who I used to be.

It's gonna take some time for hurts to heal and hearts to mend. It's gonna take some time for me to become who I used to be. It's not easy, but I will.